Deserve it?

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© moonchild
i let you hurt me
i let you leave
let you desert me
you don't deserve me
i'm not a fool
i let you in
again, again

why do i make you out to be some kind of hero?
you manipulate my emotions on the daily
if i was honest, i'd portray you as some kind of coward
cuz you make out of me an emotional slave
and you steal my energy

i let you hurt me
i let you leave
let you desert me
you don't deserve me
but i'm a fool so i let you in
again, again

why do i make you out to be some kind of hero
you abuse me
you refuse to see that I am real
why do you make me out to be some kind of rag doll
one of these days i will be the one who is leaving leaving leaving

i let you hurt me
i let you leave
let you desert me
you don't deserve me
i'm not a fool, i won't let you in
again, again