Beating myself up

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Beating Myself Up. Lyrics by Jane Shields<br/><br/>Today I am struggling<br/>With fear from self doubt<br/>Don&#39;t know where it came from<br/>Or why it&#39;s about<br/>Something inside me<br/>Is firing my fears<br/>I&#39;m nervous and edgy<br/>And so close to tears<br/><br/>I&#39;m hurting......... inside me<br/>I don&#39;t know the reason why.... why.... why<br/>Fear and doubt...... let me be<br/>Nothing I can do except cry...... cry..... cry<br/><br/>I try hard to stay up<br/>It&#39;s pulling me down<br/>I want to be smiling<br/>Instead I must frown<br/>The fun and the laughter<br/>Are missing today<br/>I desperately seek them<br/>Make this go away<br/><br/>Inside my fears and and tears are winning<br/>I&#39;m feeling hopelessness beginning<br/>There&#39;s nothing left for me to do but fight it<br/>And search deep in my soul for ways to stop it<br/><br/>I&#39;m hurting......... inside me<br/>I don&#39;t know the reason why.... why.... why<br/>Fear and doubt...... let me be<br/>Nothing I can do except cry...... cry..... cry<br/><br/>(C) Jane Shields 05th January 2016